Sometimes I wonder..
Why do I keep posting on a blog which nobody reads?
Nevertheless, I shall blog about my rantings in this little sweet space of mine..

I realized it is really difficult to work with someone if both parties have different set of values, perspective about stuff and differing opinions..
I once read in politics that to have conflicts is a good thing..
Although this may not be a form of a conflict..
It still seem as if I am fighting a war at the meeting..
I mean I know I may not be having the best idea at all..
But I do not understand why it appears to me some how you do not accept others' ideas..
You always say that you welcome feedback..
Yet, it appears that you are using that..
To make people accept your ideas..
I seriously wonder..

To tell the truth..
I love the working environment..
In the sense that majority of the people here are nice..
and it is bright and cozy..
and notwithstanding the fact that it is near my home..
I managed to find people whom I can talk to..
and they are supportive that I continue my education..
But..it's just a matter of if I can handle part time studying and working at the same time..
Given there are so many things to handle..
I am kind of tired of the kind of work I have to do daily..
Thoughts of changing jobs have crossed my mind..
But..
there is always a but..
I am somehow reluctant to move out of my comfort zone in fear that moving on to a new environment would mean I have to start all over again from square 1..

Obviously, it does not necessarily mean that I will get the job once I have sent my application over..
But it's the first step that I am still pondering and trying to weigh the pros and cons..
Should I continue here..
since there's aplenty of skills for me to learn in terms of IT..
or should I give up so easily and move on to somewhere else..

Still in a state of confusion..
Advise anyone?

Weirdly here is no comments box here..
So I doubt I will have any advise..
except from within?

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The big event is finally over!
Okay..not that entirely..
Since the major wave will come in March..
Guess it will be a busy March for me..

But after this experience, I realized I prefer dealing with people..
As in organizing events..
Meeting people..
Some sort like a customer service related job..
Not on the phone handling complains of course..
But more on providing information..
Hmm..not sure how i should put it across..

Anyway..
Meeting people always make me feel as if I have made a whole bunch of new friends..
Although it's for that split second..
But still..
It makes me feel good knowing that I have satisfied customers..
So..
Hiding in the office replying emails and phone calls doesn't look like the right kinda job for me..
It just makes me a dull girl..

Have downloaded this application form..
Not sure if I should fill it in..
And what I should fill in..

Should I give up so easily?
or should I stay on?
I just hope I don't get forced till I go a little nutty..

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Preparing for CNY...
It's my year again..

Oh Yeah..finally did a new blogskin for my blog!
I am at work on a Sat instead of at the Driving school..
Hopefully I will not forget all my driving skills..
Currently blogging at the school's library..
It was a nice experience..
To help out at the events..
I realized that I prefer running around the place attending to the people..
Rather than sitting in the office talking to them on phone or via Email..
Hmm..think I really prefer customer Svc related stuff..

Anyway..
The peak will be coming soon..
I need to be very prepared..
Duno what to expect..
But I guess as communicated I will be screamed at when people are stressed out..
Hmm..
Hopefully I can get to clear all my backlog now before the peak comes..

CNY is coming!
Shall have a brand new start with a new resolution in this festive period..
Update my resolution nearer the day ba..

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